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BE HARMLESS AS DOVES

Posted 26 Apr 2012 — by Paul George
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Consider This

Some Preachers act like they are the Mafioso - The God Father!  As if they possessed the power to destroy you or your ministry should they decide you are not with them.  This is not from God, this is from a spirit of fear and manipulation akin to witchcraft.  Consider the following.

Behold , I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves.
Mathew 10:16

hen we have to deal with unkindness, threats, and the prospect of destruction coming from those who call themselves Christians, remember this teaching.  The claim of many is: That they are a Christian. Yet, the conduct they display is anything but Christian.  In Matthew 7:15 we read: “Beware of the false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly are ravenous wolves.”   It should really be no wonder that we are The Great Shepherd’s sheep, surrounded by wolves on every side.

In the tenth chapter of the Gospel of Matthew there are forty-two powerful verses imparted to twelve apostles instructing them on the mission they have received from the Master.

  • Jesus calls them.  In fact the twelve apostles are listed in this chapter.  (verses 2-4)
  • He gives them power to cast out devils, and to heal sickness and diseases.  (verse 1)
  • He then sends them out.  (verses 5-7)

The mission instructions that unfold in the next thirty-seven verses cover everything from “where to go”, “what to do”,  ”what to say”, “who to say it to”,  and “what to take”.

The teaching here, has for many ages, been a synopsis for our great commission.  However, with all of these instructions given by The Savior for this mission, the key thing I want to point out, or rather focus on here is, the “How to be” while on this mission. This is found in the sixteenth verse.  ”Be wise,” but“Be Harmless!” The twelve are told to be harmless.  Not harmful!  Too many people think they need to fight back.  Jesus said: “Put Up Your Sword!” (Matthew 26:52 KJV)

Yes, sent into the midst of the wolves.  Surrounded on every side by vicious, ripping, tearing, feeding, frenzied beasts, with no compassion or any sort of kindnesses.  Sounds like the world we know, doesn’t it?  At times our world spins on and day after day we come face to face with the reality that the wolves are around, and the wolves, they are feeding.  This calls for extra vigilant attention on behalf of those who would work to spread the Gospel and… and it also calls for street-smarts, serpent-like-wisdom.

Because of this, (being sent where they have been sent - amidst the wolves) they are instructed to be wise, and instructed to be harmless.  Not only to be wise but, to be as wise as serpents.  Wow, this is a profound admonishion.  Harmless as a dove, but as wise as a serpent.  What a picture this paints in the mind and heart if you think about it.

A Short Sermon Excerpt

I was preparing to write this article and while studying my material I found an older sermon from the great preacher Charles Spurgeon.  I want you to read the excerpt of that message I have included in this article. Mainly because it begins with an amazing phrase that echoes my sentiments perfectly with regards to the mind bending nature of the thought Jesus used to contextualize our attitudes while in ministry.  I have included the link to the original sermon if you would like to study the entirety of his message just click on the title below.

Sermon #1370 Metropolitan Tabernacle Pulpit 1

Volume 23 www.spurgeongems.org 1

SHEEP AMONG WOLVES

NO. 1370

DELIVERED ON LORD’S-DAY MORNING, AUGUST 19, 1877,

BY C. H. SPURGEON,

AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON.

“Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves:

be you therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves.”

Matthew 10:16.

WELL may the text begin with a, “Behold,” for it contains some special wonders such as can be seen nowhere else.  First, here is a tender and loving Shepherd sending His sheep into the most dangerous position—“I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves.” It is the part of a shepherd to protect his sheep from the wolves, not to send them into the very midst of those ravenous beasts! And yet, here is the Good Shepherd, “that Great Shepherd of the sheep,” actually undertaking and carrying out this extraordinary experiment of conducting His sheep into the very midst of wolves.  How strange it seems to poor carnal sense. Be astonished, but be not unbelieving—stand still awhile and study the reason.  The next remarkable thing is, “sheep in the midst of wolves,” because according to the order of Nature, such a thing is never seen, but, on the other hand, it has been reckoned a great calamity that in some lands wolves are too often seen in the midst of sheep!  The wolf leaps into the midst of a flock and rips and tears on every side—it matters not how many the sheep may be—for one wolf is more than a match for a thousand sheep. But lo, here you see sheep sent forth among the wolves, as if they were the attacking party and were bent upon putting down their terrible enemies! It is a novel sight, such as Nature can never show, but Grace is full of marvels!  Equally extraordinary is the singular mixture, never yet seen by human eyes among beasts and birds—a mixture of the serpent with the dove in one person! What a strange blending! Creatures which are capable of cross-breeding must have some sort of kinship. But here is a reptile of the dust united with a bird of the air—“Be you therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves.” Grace knows how to pick the good out of the evil, the jewel out of the oyster shell, the diamond from the dunghill, the wisdom from the serpent—and by a Divine chemistry it leaves the good which it takes out of the foul place as good as though it had never been there.  Grace knows how to blend the most gentle with the most subtle, to take away from prudence the base element which makes it into cunning and, by mingling innocence with it, produce a sacred prudence most valuable for all walks of life.  With these three wonders outside the text, lying, as it were, upon the very surface, we shall enter into a fuller consideration of it with great expectations. But if we do so, we shall be disappointed if we expect to learn anything very extraordinary unless we are prepared to practice what we learn! I may truly say of this text, he that does its bidding shall understand its doctrine. He who follows its precept shall best know its meaning. May the Spirit of all Grace work in us according to His Divine power and perfect in us the will of the Lord.  Though primarily addressed to the Apostles, it seems to me that our text relates, in its measure, to all who have any talent or ability for spreading the Gospel and, indeed, to all the saints so far as they are true to their calling as the children of God. They are, all of them, more or less as sheep in the midst of wolves, and to them all is the advice given, “Be you therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves.” Let us hear for ourselves as though the Lord Jesus spoke individually to each of us.

To access the entire sermon from Charles Spurgeon click here:  http://www.spurgeongems.org/vols22-24/chs1370.pdf

The Great Commission

In the last three verses of the preceding chapter (Matthew 9)  we read of Jesus’ great words about the harvest.  In how that – the harvest, is ripe and ready, but in need of  laborers.  Our Lord has taught these twelve men the very principles of The Kingdom from the time they were followers, through their time of  discipleship, and now more mature, He sends them out as apostles to carry the Good News – The Gospel – to all of Israel.

Jesus knew that in the course of their mission the apostles would be rejected as often as they might be received.  He knew that there would be much opposition, that the apostles would be accused, lied about, maligned, and victimized.  He knew it would be crazy, with brothers betraying each other,  parents even betraying their children at the cost of their own lives.

He knew the apostles would have to be ready and keep their eyes open.  They would need to know and keep in mind what the enemy might do, they’d need to comprehend the enemy’s own tactics, only, the apostles themselves; would be harmless.

A Few Questions For You

What I am sharing with you is not meant to be “A guide to telling the difference between sheep and wolf” or between the  Christian and non- Christian, but instead, an exhortation to those who are saved, to re-examine their actions and ask themselves if they are indeed harmless.

Ask yourself this:  When someone talks about you or lies about you, sets themselves against you, what would you like them (essentially your enemy) to consider most?

A)  Touch not the Lord’s anointed and do His prophets no harm?  God will not allow you to hurt me you might even be struck by lightning before you get home today.

Or rather:

B)  Jesus Loves you, and I love you.  God can forgive you for striking my cheek, I can forgive you, in fact here is the other one.  Would you like a chance to strike that too?

Final Thoughts

We sure don’t like the idea of really putting ourselves out there in our day to day work in the gospel, risking being hurt, do we?   Being offended can be painful.  Not to mention in the eyes of the worldly, it can be down right embarrassing to be considered naive.  No-one enjoys being one-upped by those who take advantage of you or demean you.  What’s that old saying?  ”Fool me once shame on you!  Fool me twice shame on me!”

Think about it, the natural reaction is to punish the offender.  Lash back, sever ties and issue warnings to any who will listen.  Usually immediate measures are taken to protect yourself and punish them.  We try our best to make sure, or at least, pray for them to get what’s coming to them.  We often pull back and live guarded, jaded lives, where we keep high walls and rarely let anyone see the real us.  And even then do only a few individuals make it into our inner most circles.

Yet, the truth?   Just a few verses later, after telling the apostles to be harmless, Jesus also told them they must become as little children, to enter heaven. (Matthew 18:3) We all know this refers to the innocence, harmlessness and naivete that characterizes being little children, and this is the attitude God wanted the apostles to hold onto while living and working in the middle of the wolf-pack.

Jesus brought in a radical new paradigm for the citizens of the Kingdom.  ”No longer an eye for an eye!” Nor a tooth for a tooth.  As such, The Master knew the apostles would find much favor when they entered communities casting out devils, healing the sick in His Name, healing many afflicted persons from decease.  Jesus knew what was ahead for them, the reactions from those who preferred to remain in the darkness.  Look at the scriptures in Matthew 10 from verse 17 through to 42 He (Jesus)  related a state of confusion, offense, and hatred in the day to day operation of the mission of those twelve men.

Oppositions would come from those who would have their lives and livelihoods shaken as a good news spread a new hope to replace the old dead dry word delivered in the synagogues.  It was a mission sure to experience the calamity that arises when comfortable people resist change.  Yet Jesus still instructed the apostles to be predisposed to kindness, to be wise for sure, but to be kind, harmless.

  • Does this describe you today?
  • Are you as harmless as a dove?
  • Are you getting wiser and more defensive with every new offense you encounter?
  • Are you more like the serpent then the dove?
  • Are you letting God keep track of any offenses that require judgment?
  • Are you carrying around a list of offenses in your heart, and becoming increasingly more harmful?
  • Are you warning people not to touch your ministry or hurt you?
  • Are you forgiving offenses and letting God deal with individuals who need to change their ways?

Remember

Jesus  never instructed His apostles to call down fiery coals of judgment on the heads of those who wouldn’t accept them.  But rather to keep on keeping on, going about delivering the possessed, healing sickness & decease, preaching the Good News of His Kingdom, inviting men and women into that Kingdom; all while being smart or wise about it and harmless or kind.  To opposition, they were to shake the dust off from their shoes, then head on to places and peoples who were ready to accept their ministry.

CHANGES AT RAZORSHARPE.NET

Posted 06 Oct 2011 — by Paul George
Category Blogs, FEATURED ARTICLES

Hello My Friends.

You may have noticed some changes have been made to the website at Razorsharpe Publishing Enterprises.  The actual domain:  http://www.razorsharpe.net, had been indexed to point to the WordPress page for about the last year and a half or so.  Which means that when the domain address was entered into anyone’s browser it brought them directly to my blog.

I have now removed the indexing so that when you enter razorsharpe.net with or without the traditional “www.” it brings you to the main index or home page for the RazorSharpe Publishing Enterprises domain.

I’ve  done this in an effort to bring my website and blog into full operation, as a platform for truth and ministry.

Not to worry though, for those who enjoy following Paul George’s Blog, (Also FORMERLY Known As: DC Barah) it will still be available through the main landing page.

MORE THAN JUST A BLOG

At RazorSharpe we plan to bring you more access to The Bible. We also plan to deliver Research Tools & Resources, Ministry Content and Christian Merchandise as well.

To me, “Christian”, merchandise means just that, “Christian” Merchandise.  Product that is true to The Lord, uncompromising for love of the anointing of Christ.  Christian is a word that evolved from Christ. “Christos”, The Messiah, The Anointed One, The Promised One, The Savior.

Christian purely means “Christ-like” or little anointed ones.  I sincerely believe then, that any product that calls itself Christian or Christian-oriented must maintain the fidelity of the pure Spirit of The Lord.

My design then, for the merchandise made available through this website, is to stay true to that concept and only present product that represent in a way distinct in it’s nature evidencing separation from worldliness.

I love sharing my faith.  I have found that wearing a great t-shirt or buying someone something nice for a gift means so much more when that item has been decorated with a unique and compelling message of faith.  I am now getting ready to expand the availability of Christian merchandise through the RazorSharpe Publishing Enterprises Website.

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DON’T GET COMFORTABLE

Posted 11 Jul 2011 — by Paul George
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Hey Everyone,

I regularly subscribe to this fantastic devotional called Worthy News Brief.  Today’s devotional is so powerful i really wanted to share it with anyone who might be reading my blog posts.  What a powerful account of faith building truth.

Now, I am not in the habit of promoting anyone’s business just for the sake of favoritism, or gain, however that being said, I am placing the link to the sign-up page for this devotional into this note, simply because I think anyone who will take the time to subscribe to this devotional will access a tool God honestly uses to build you up and bless your walk.

http://www.worthynetwork.com/sign-up.php


Paul, don’t get too comfortable!

Exodus 5:18-23 Go therefore now, and work; for there shall no straw be given you, yet shall ye deliver the tale of bricks. And the officers of the children of Israel did see that they were in evil case, after it was said, Ye shall not minish ought from your bricks of your daily task. And they met Moses and Aaron, who stood in the way, as they came forth from Pharaoh: And they said unto them, The LORD look upon you, and judge; because ye have made our savour to be abhorred in the eyes of Pharaoh, and in the eyes of his servants, to put a sword in their hand to slay us. And Moses returned unto the LORD, and said, Lord, wherefore hast thou so evil entreated this people? why is it that thou hast sent me? For since I came to Pharaoh to speak in thy name, he hath done evil to this people; neither hast thou delivered thy people at all.

The story of the Exodus is a story of miracles — yet in the beginning when Moses first appeared before Pharaoh to deliver the children of Israel from 400 years of slavery, the Israelites were severely tempted and became angry because of the initial hardships that were laid upon them.

They leveled their anger at Moses because suddenly they were told that they would have to gather their own straw for making bricks. They were concerned about offending their slave-masters, fearing that they would slay them.

The Israelites were so accustomed to their slavery that they didn’t want their lives disrupted despite the fact that freedom was at hand. Resigned to this miserable life, they utterly failed to apprehend or appreciate the freedom that was soon approaching. Yes, there was a temporary price: increased hardship and great pressure would set the stage for their final deliverance.

The same can happen to us. It has often been said “The darkest night is just before the dawn”…

Perhaps the enemy senses his impending defeat and pulls out all the stops to prevent it. Perhaps the Lord loves a good story with a really dramatic and climactic ending and great glory for His Name…in any case –

Paul, don’t let yourself remain accustomed to any form of bondage — seek and believe for the freedom that God has given us through His Son. Expect a life of great victory over sin and demonic oppression — Why? Because that is His promise to us!

Your family in the Lord with much agape love,

George, Rivka, Elianna & Obadiah

Negev Desert, Israel

“SPIRITUAL ALTERS & POTATO SALAD”

Posted 11 Nov 2010 — by Paul George
Category Blogs

How God Used A Simple Mess Of Potato Salad To Humble And School Me In His Faithfulness And Love

I know, I know, your saying  to yourself, whaaat…  ???  What in the world would potato salad, have to do with Spiritual Alters?   Well let me explain.  The year was 1989, I was young in the Lord, and desperately seeking for more from God…

From The Ancient Alters Of Sacrifice

My Life was forever changed when, at a young age, hopelessly full of rebellion and darkness, God got ahold of my life!

I accepted Jesus into my heart as Lord at  the age of 17.  Having at that time been on my own since the age of 14, I was well on my way to completely destroying my life, having become entangled and messed up in minor drug trafficking.  I was totally bound by the flesh and poverty.  That is where Jesus found me.  He compelled my darkened heart and blinded eyes to open up the door.  He had spent so long a time, just quietly knocking.  Waiting for an invitation from me to come in. His desire was to wash me, and bind up my wounds.

I encountered this saving Grace of God through a personal relationship with Jesus that was birthed when I’d heard the Gospel preached by an anointed evangelist.  I knew the words the preacher spoke were true.  Truer then any other words I had ever heard any man speak.  The words I later learned had their source in The Holy Ghost and were irresistable by nature of their validity.  Right then and there I knelt down in my living room and wept like a baby as this preacher led me through a sinner’s, beautiful, confession of faith.  I turned my — then ruined and shattered young life —  over to Jesus.   I was Born Again!  My Lord and my God has never left me since.  Jesus has been with me, my closest friend, through the good times AND the bad times ever since.

Soon after, I was baptized in Jesus’ name and filled with the Holy Ghost.  Jesus began to lead me in, and teach me of, a better way.  I had been pouring through the Bible which caused me to grow in faith and develop a prayer life.  God chose to answer my fervent prayers for a deeper understanding of the personal dedication and call on my life to the ministry.  My only desire in life was and still is to labor in the harvest.  Jesus was teaching me that laying “my will” down, to have “His Will” reign over my own life was His call to every single believer.  Though i possessed no special skills or talents, He would make me an ambassador of the message of His mercy, and love.

I was about to learn a lesson  from The Book of Hebrews regarding The Blood of Bulls & of Goats, not being able to take away sins from our lives. I had spent several days praying and studying His Word and asking God questions like, “Well, if they can’t take away our sins then why were the priests made to offer them”?  And, “Why Bulls & Goats in contrast let’s say to frogs and skunks?  Or Monkey’s and Aardvarks“?

Now I should point out that my own history, at one time, had been filled with a past full of anger and addiction to rage.   But I knew God was preparing me and healing me both at the same time.  I also knew in my heart that the sin in my life would have to go.  Jesus was making me into a worthy vessel; a brand new man!  I was also learning that Jesus didn’t come to do away with the law, but rather to ratify it.  As in “Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not kill; and whosoever shall kill shall be in danger of the judgment: But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment…” And “Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery: But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart…” There was, and still remains,  a much deeper spiritual implication of authority  an indisputable responsibility filled with power in the way Jesus teaches.

The acts and practices of sacrifice for instance, ceased when the temple was destroyed, however our acts of obedience never will cease.  … “And Samuel said, Hath the LORD as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as in obeying the voice of the LORD? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams“. God was showing me how to commit in my heart, a spiritual alter of sacrifice to Him.  In this case though,  my offering would be obedience.  Laying my will on the alter as an offering He could be pleased with.

The Blood Of Bulls And Of Goats

… “For the law having a shadow of good things to come, and not the very image of the things, can never with those sacrifices which they offered year by year continually make the comers thereunto perfect. For then would they not have ceased to be offered? because that the worshippers once purged should have had no more conscience of sins. But in those sacrifices there is a remembrance again made of sins every year. For it is not possible that the blood of bulls and of goats should take away sins”.  Hebrews 10:1-4

As I’ve come to understand the spiritual tenure of many things, I’ve learned how God often used parables and allegories, or more precisely, what we refer today to as types of things and shadows of things.  I believe this is done for many reasons, among which explanations, we find that many of God’s lessons are “caught rather than taught”. They come to us in revelation as the Holy Spirit leads us and fills us with knowledge.

As far as types go, blood is and always will be, a type or shadow for “LIFE” ;Genesis chapter 9 and verse four tells us that: “ for the Life is in the Blood… ”   A “GOAT” has an infamy in it’s personification and reputation as the icon of stubbornness.  I was sharing this with a friend and sister in the Lord recently when it occurred to me that the actual symbol of satan worship is the goat’s head in the pentagram.  satanism is actually luciferian-ism, which is the cult & pure religion of self.  I even suspect that the symbolical use of this goats head in the pentagram implies the servants of lucifer making the gesture of their will to be self-willed as an offering to their lord and father satan.  Today in our culture of “ME” or “I” and the ruling mandate to “do it if it feels good”,” If I want it I’ll take it” instant gratification and now, lifestyles, all personify the imagery of the stubborn, self-willed creature represented by the goat.

Can you picture what “The Bull is a type of”?  Does it occur to you, as it did to me, that the bull, with it’s furious will to reproduce, lends an excellence in personifying it’s reflection of us when we are bound by a continual habitual sin?  Again and again!  God was showing me that I needed to lay my stubbornness on my spiritual alter, drain the life-blood from my stubbornness and lay it on the alter until it is entirely consumed by His Holy Fire.  In the same way, we need to cut that spiritual throat of our bullish brutish and powerful dominating tendencies to reproduce sin in our lives.  This is a perfect picture of obedience.  As well as spiritual sacrifice.  I still build alters in my life.  With help from Jesus, on this journey through the desert wilderness of life, I often stop and offer my will to God.  Thank you Jesus.

Potato Salad

I know, at this point you would be tempted to say “I still don’t get the Potato Salad thing“.  Of course, but check this out…

While all of this was unfolding in my life, stretching my heart and challenging me spiritually, I was soon to learn God wanted me to put this, “Spiritual Alter” principal, to work in real live — day to day activities and faith. I’ve  already shared with you that this revelation occured in my younger years.  My daughter Ashley was only two and my son, Adam, who is maybe the greatest inspiration next to Christ in my life, was still a newborn. Part of the call I was hearing deep in my heart to sanctification that had been growing in me then, was likely born through all of our prayers offered for my children during this time.  I would literally hold up my son in prayer for several days at a time shortly after his birth.  Dedicating his life to God and ministry.  Praying constantly for my daughter to be used of God for the kingdom of heaven and the harvest. Anyway, I was not particularly prosperous back then.  I would often walk, catch ride, or use a bus in those days to get to wherever I needed to go. Ahhh… but it was a simple life.

I remember now, that I was not well employed and had a good deal of time off between pay periods, which, were usually quite small. (I mean the amount of the paycheck was  quite small) I was spending most of my time studying the Word of God, enjoying Gospel Music, and learning to Pray fervently and effectively.  Such, was how this particular afternoon was spent.  Coming home that day after looking for some work, I was getting comfortable around the house.  Taking stock of how the meals should or would unfold for the week or so, until a paycheck would arrive.  We had plenty of pablem and formula for the kids, however the rest of supplies were getting pretty low.  Being an optomistic and adventurous lad in my youth I concluded that although it would definately be a thrifty week, I could still put together something we could survive on.  What I found left for ingredients to work with were shaping up to be a pretty fine potato salad.  So it seemed we’d have to get by on making the best potato salad ever!

I peeled, washed, and boiled up the last of the potatoes.  Used up the rest of the mayo and onions, pickles, mustard, eggs…  etc.  You know, I put everything I could find from my meager cupboards into that salad! AND a piece of my heart.  It would definitely be a salad to remember!   I spent the rest of the afternoon preparing that food with joy and contentment, even though it meant almost exclusively would the meals consist of this potato salad.  I was very pleased as I wrapped up my days labor, putting the final touches on what truly must be the best potato salad ever made.  I couldn’t wait to taste it.  I grabbed that big ol’ dish and started to head to the living-room calling out to the kids’ mom, heeey it’s ready!  Come and get a bite of this…    That`s all the words that I got out at the time —  just as I lost my grip on that salad and it crashed on the floor!

Now I don`t know if you can understand just how intensely volatile Pyrex bowls can be when they smash.  I mean they don’t simply break.  They disintegrate!   There was not one speck of potato salad left that would be edible!  Even though we kept our home spotless enough to eat off those floors (you can be poor without having to be dirty) there was no way you could salvage one bite of that salad. There were glass shards covering  it.

A True Test Of My Commitment To The Holy Ghost`s Leading

That broken dish of food suddenly set fire to my universe!  I wanted to burst out in rage!  I wanted to swear, I wanted to smash a hole in the wall with my fist!  I was already at furious, rapidly descending into a frenzied rage.

What will you do?  It was as if all of hell were mocking me, with no money to eat, what would I do?  Still, the Holy Ghost`s voice spoke gently, though firmly…  “What will you do son?  Will you trust me?  Will you stop now in the middle of this horrible storm of emotion, despite the overpowering sense of loss, let-down and fear, and build me an alter here”?

My heavenly Father was asking challenging questions.  The voice of the Son of God echoed in my heart, “Paul, you are my child, you are a father, a husband and I won’t have you terrifying your family…  Paul give your will to me…  Paul, build your alter to me and place your will on it, give me your whole heart”, is what Jesus spoke to me.

I prayed back, “Lord I will build you an alter, and if you will accept my offering and consume this wickedness that is on fire inside me I will lay it down and give it to you…”

The hardest thing I’ve faced in my life — was that trial!  I would commit to offering my will that day on my spiritual alter built in the calamity of my feelings of failure as a Christian, as a father, as a husband and provider for my family.  Yet when I asked for help from my Lord, somehow I managed to get my alter built.  I initially laid down an obedient offering, but as each second passed I wanted to pick it right back up again.  To take back my offering by making excuses.  Yet, I’d pray again, “Father help me to do this, you have to take it“.   I would start to clean up a bit.  Then again five minutes later I would want to throw another fit!  I prayed again…  My rage would subside somewhat…  I turned up the gospel music.  I started to encourage myself…  ”I don’t know how, but it’s gonna be alright“!  I felt those spiritual flames begin to lick up my sacrifice …  In a few more minutes the rage would pass and I felt more and more peaceful, confident that God would make a way.

Soon I had the whole mess cleaned up and I was completely convinced that it would all be OK.  Somehow it was over for me.   I had learned what He wanted me to learn and He had become a little more the master of my heart, more of me died that day and more of Christ became alive in me.

The Doorbell

About the time this event truly settled in my heart, and I felt the total victory, the doorbell rang.  I answered the door joyfully to greet my visitor…

What happened next caused me to grow weak in my knees, sprint up the stairs to the bathroom, and lock myself inside.  I cried like a baby!  I laughed and worshiped God for quite a while.

You see when I answered the door to let in my guest, she was standing there with a couple of grocery bags in her hands and a confused look on her face.  She began to tell me that while at the supermarket, she was moving through the aisle.  When as clear as day, God spoke to her very clearly and said buy Paul Potato Salad…

Umm Hmmm!  Yes, those were her exact words, “buy Paul Potato Salad! And also get some meats and bread and eggs, milk, etc.  Also give him fifty dollars”.  While I was dropping that pyrex bowl full of what I thought wasd my only provision, God was working out a powerful miracle on my behalf!  He was also teaching me a very powerful truth about our care and ministry.

My friend I was undeniably taught the most virulent and powerful lesson that day!

God Loves us and He is working everything out for us.  If we will only hear and obey, we will receive  the fullness of our rewards.